9.9.19

Hi Darby –

Hope you’re doing okay. Mom’s gonna see you later today and I’m jealous. I’m feeling real weird today and I think it has a lot to do with my eating habits this weekend. My head feels fuzzy and I’m generally sad. I just walked over and got Starbucks so hoping it helps but I’m just down. I don’t really have a reason, either. Maybe I should have just gone to the gym this morning when my alarm went off? Maybe that would have got me started in a better direction? Not sure. In any case, I’m gonna go tonight after dinner. Hope it’s not too packed cause I really need to focus on my chest. Think I’m going to hit that Serhant circuit and give my whole body a shot in the arm with basketball starting tomorrow. I texted Pat to see if he wanted to go but he’s headed to MSG tonight for WWE Raw. He asked me if I wanted to go but I’m just not that into it. Feels like it would be a waste of money.

Last night mom and I finished watching the Sopranos. Kind of a letdown honestly. The series was awesome, lotta laughs, lot of introspection and good storylines but the back half of the last season, especially the last episode, were shit. Just kind of ended without enough of a build or payoff.

Today I’m hoping you’re a boy. Just feeling the vibe of sharing boy moments with you.

Wish I didn’t feel so cloudy. Spotted a praying mantis on the ferry this morning, not sure how he got there but it was pretty cool.

I might be back later if anything else occurs to me, but I think that’s it for now.

 Love you big time,

Dad